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Run

There is conflict. Run.

There is pain. Run.

There is anger. Run.

Run away from the emotions — from the discontentment.

Be sure to run fast. Don’t let those emotions catch up.

Run to the busyness. Run to the work.

Run to into being productive to cancel out avoidance.

Anyone ever hear these a version of those words? Anyone else a people pleaser? Anyone else rather make others happy than speak up that they are hurting?

I am sure I’m not the only one who runs from pain. Who shuts down on purpose. Who is a master at not processing things.

So here are words for ME learned by me over the past year but they’re also for you. For anyone else who is a master at staying “cool headed” when the pain hits because they avoid feeling it at all through staying busy and disconnected.

God doesn’t want us to feel pain. But He knows that on this side of heaven we will. He knows that we will face hardships and trials that honestly just aren’t fair. But I’ve learned that it’s not His desire for us to run from them.

Sometimes I watch the news and I honestly think, “My goodness, people suck.” It’s honestly easy to think there is more pain than beauty on some nights. But one world tragedy strikes and one beautiful movement or group of people rise up with a passion to help.

It makes me wonder — If I’m running for the pain, am I also running from the passion? The passion to help people who are in their darkest days, the passion to help families who can’t afford clean water, the passion to help the lady sitting in her car at the gas station weeping.

Compassion is born through passion and passion is born through pain. Why would we ever feel the conviction to help people in pain if we had no sort of inkling of what it was like to be in our own pain?

I don’t want to be the kind of person who runs out of conflict and into comfort. I want to be the person who can say “I’m having a hard time and feeling it to my core and want to make sure no one else feels that pain either.” To me, that is strength and compassion. To me, you can’t shut of half of your pain and empathize with your neighbor’s pain.

To help, you have to feel. Feeling is scary. For some it’s easy and for some it’s easier not to. But what I do know, is that it is necessary and as God’s children it is required so that we can support and hurt and empathize together until the day where we don’t have to anymore.

Broken Hallelujahs

There is a place that our hearts can go. Some have been there and some have been blessed not to. This place, call it depression, hard times, tragedy, or a mixture of all of the above, is a dark place. That place where you feel like you have nothing to sing about. Sometimes, we are

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Wasting Easter

I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life but tonight I’m going to write about my biggest mistake. Ooooh scandalous, I know. There are often subjects I come across that I feel like I don’t have the authority to write about. Partly because of insecurities but mostly because I never want to make blanket

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Next Best Thing

I’m trying to be content with where I am in my life. I’m trying to be content with the pace at which my life is moving. But then tonight was also my fourth night in a row watching HGTV with my parents so… let’s just say the pace of my life has drastically changed in

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The Beauty in Disagreeing

I don’t like being told I’m wrong, and I bet you don’t either. In a world where headlines, facts, opinions, and news are at our fingertips and often forced upon us, we can easily gain more knowledge than ever and sometimes – big opinions. I think we have forgotten how to disagree. I’m fully aware

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I’m Not Creative

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Love Yourself by Loving People

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Vulnerable

Originally written for So Worth Loving. Walls built from past experiences. We know better than to let people in. Vulnerablity is the scariest of thoughts. Removing the blockades brick by brick. But to reach people, we can’t hide. There is no authenticity without vulnerability. Remember the authentic you, will give people comfort in the ‘me

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Living Unapologetically

Follow my blog with Bloglovin I’m not one for New Year resolutions. Partially because I feel like I’m setting myself up for failure and partially because I think they’re a fad. But for 2017 I have set the goal to live unapologetically. No, that doesn’t mean when I screw up (which is a lot) that

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